Part of me feels like the end is coming. End of what I do not know. I feel calm. That strange calm that always comes upon me when a change is inevitable. I dont know what it is. All I do know, is a dont have much time, and there is so much I want …
Build a Happier Life
I was wondering why I look so sad these days. So exhausted. Every photo I have seen, I can see the sadness, everyone can. Truth is, I know why. I am tired of holding on, or finding some excuse to hold on. It’s time to say goodbye. My body physically reset itself, to mirror the …
Where Does the Moment of Quitting Happens
There is Fucked Up Stress and Great Fucking Stress I have been on the edge of personal choice. We all get this choice on a daily basis, when we are at the crossroads of circumstance and choice, we get to make a choice, because pure constant stream of minute choices shape our destiny. Its insanely …
Tension and Release: 2018, Bring Me Some Steak
I need a gym. I need to do some serious fucking lifting. I miss eating Steak. I need to eat some steak. Fuck I miss steak. I miss eat thick layers of vegetables with my steak. I got a one week plan. I am going to have a tonne of vegetables, steak and as much …
300 Tickets of Courage
“Do More in A Second, than you would in a Minute. Do more in a Minute than you would in an Hour. Do More in An Hour than you would in a Day, do more in a Day, then you would in Ten Days”…… I was in my 20’s when my friend and bro Joe died. I only …
Just Another Day
‘Every time we’re together, It’d never be the same. If you’re not here, How can you stay away, away so long.’ Jon Seceda’s massive 1990’s hit brings back memories to me every time I hear it. I think of the good times in Mt Hagen when my two older sisters Fiona and Anna would come up from Port Moresby …
Avoid Toxic People – The World is Too Big for You to be dealing with Small Minds.
(written May 7, 2011) One of popular writer Jack Canfield’s message in his bestseller, ‘The Success Principles’ is to avoid toxic people at all costs. There are people who can be very negative towards you or have a negative influence on you. It could be other co-workers, family members, team mates and even your friends. Instead …
PNG & the Resource Curse; is it already here? (written in September 2010)
I finally got a full copy of the Vision 2050 document. While I understand it’s a vision statement, it does not bring me any hope because it seems to based on wild estimation on the revenue figures projected for the PNG LNG project. It also argues that land reform is one of the key bases …
The Hole in the Facade of Paradise – written in 2011
Is a hero someone who looks like Superman and shoots webs out of his wrist like Spiderman and uses his special ‘spidey sense’ to rescue someone as they are about to be victimized by a mob?… Maybe in Fantasia. No hero dropped out of the Morobe sky to save a 13 year old school girl …
Memories of War
The war in Iraq and the war and counter-war on terrorism rages everyday on our television screens and newspapers The terrible calamity of war is often forgotten amid the media orgy of bombings and beheadings. But if we took time to turn off our TV screens and close our newspapers, we would notice the tiny …